MENTAL

(damn this one is going to be long *rolls eyes*)

Alright, this will be my first official journal thingy (seeing that I got everything all laid you) Let me apologize to everyone who is watching me and has been getting tons of things about this journal thing being new n’ such (I honestly have no idea if that is actually happening… but I figured it would be a good idea to be on the look out). Eh, back on topic. Everything is easily labeled and nothing is in alphabetical order this is as organized as this thing is going to get since I honestly hate organizing stuff <<. Hopefully everything can remain nice and snazzy, but knowing me it’s going to be screwed up in no time…

Well I just finished reading a fan fic that just tore me apart. Those of you that know me know that I almost never cry due to sadness and usually out of rage (I hold myself back since I get very aggressive). It’s a Mirai Juunana/Mirai Trunks yaoi, my personal favorite pairing since they look hot together (>< Someone is gonna kill me for saying that, but that’s how I feel). It’s a great story and it’s honestly inspired me to do some art n’ maybe even write a fan fic *gasps*. I want to read it again but each time I do I get choked up (laugh all you want Sarah Just more of a reason for me to kick your ass… n’ yeah I have been wanting to kick your ass after all your birthday passed, its time for your yearly beating ). I never really liked DBZ yaoi but this one changed my opinion on one pairing and I recommend it to anyone who would be interested. It’s told in Juunana’s perspective and really makes you start to understand what is going on in his mind. Oh! I haven’t given the link yet *smacks self on forehead* [link] Check it out! OR DIE!

Thanks to everyone who commented on my Juunana picture! You guys are such great help ^^ Now I am going to finish up with the hand n’ hopefully get to work on the background as soon as possible and eventually color it SQUEE!! *beams* I am thinking of calling the image ‘The Killing Game’. It should turn out quite nice, I am soo proud of it too since it is my first fan art along with my first anime/manga type drawing in over a year I do need to go down to the art store n’ pick up some stuff so I can finish it though.

I joined a few cults (I don’t like the sound of clubs… sounds gay and cults sounds better anyways) and hopefully I’ll be joining a few more. I am even thinking of creating my own club… eh, but what would it be called and about *shrugs* Guess I need to figure that one out first, plus I need to see if I can stay on deviantART for longer than a few months >< since I have that horrible habit of not staying in one place for long. GAH! BACK ON TOPIC!!! I also saw some great artists! ^^ Most people that I find interesting or/and I love their art I stalk *beams* so all of you out there that I am currently stalking, you guys all kick ass! Wh00t!

… erm yeah alright I guess I should end this now before I go on and on since most likely I am the only one reading this

Peace!
*slowly begins to disappear and finally all that is left is a grin and slowly that too fades away into nothing*

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Mood: Violent
Listen: Eyeless - Slipknot
Read: [link]
Watch: Nothing worth watching
Creative Mood: Might draw some when I calm down a bit. I know I have to do my post for DBZE (find the link at the bottom of this entry), but when I am forced to do something I don’t want to do it >< Gah! This is a pain in the ass… grr <<


CREATIVE.WORKS

Images:
15% - Unnamed [Please comment [link] ]

Writings:
A Thought Made Flesh -
(The future is corrupt and sinister. Two deadly living ‘weapons’ have been created but when the weapons begin to think for themselves and notice they are in control. The future and past will never be the same...[Yeah I know it sounds like the androids ... << but its not! They come in later ^^])


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Art Status
Request Status: Not taking any at this time
Trade Status: Not taking any at this time


PEOPLE

- Interact -


- Stalk -


- Understand -


CULTS




RANDOMNESS
Randomness is so hot isn't it? Yes it is... Anyways, here are idiotic little things I could not find a place for... erm... yeah o.o ... So CHECK THEM OUT DAMN IT!!!!


98% of teenagers do or has tried smoking pot. If you're one of the 98% who has, copy & paste this into your signature/journal [it was by accident though]

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Ideas/Wants
-Gulf Cart Racing
-Port-a-Potty Skiing [completed]
-Biking Down a Slide [completed]
-Shopping Cart Races
-Arrogation Ditch Skiing
-Get Camera
-Get Adobe Photoshop
-Stock Up at Art Store
-Have a Gyro
-Play Bloody Knuckles w/ Someone
-Watch Harold n' Maude
-Pull a Prank on SARAH! (you'd better watch your back when I come over *smirk*)
-Russian Roulette

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Fetishes
- Juunanagou
-DBZ
-Dogs (well my dog, I don't give a shit about yours)
-Sleep
-Escapism
-Vampires
-Freedom
-Anarchy
-Werewolves
-Fire
-Black
-Music (most kinds)
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stuff
...
o.o

Pet Peeves
-The 'E' Column on Scan Trons (Thanks Tracy so much for rubbing this off on me << )
-People who don't like to have fun
-Clocks/Watches
-Lamps that have reddish hew to them
-People that Drive WAY too slow (basically anyone who goes the speed limit)
-New World Gangsters (you can't be like the originals boys, sheesh!)
-The little high pitched sound from a TV
-Being Alone (actually that is more of a fear)
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-just about anything you can think of... enough said...

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KICK.ASS.PLACES

Morbid Outlook - [link]
(Awsome Outlook Site)

Brain Stew - [link]
(Interact with others who share... well... erm o.o just check it out! Damn! Do I always have to explain? *just pissed self off* >>;; )

Gothic Rose Antiques - [link]
(A really sweet place that sells antiques... they even have a shrunken human head! I highly recomend you check this place out ^^)

DBZE - [link]
(If you like DBZ and Litterate RPing then you should totaly check this site. I am a member (Cain) and I like the place. Needs more members and active ones at that)



That’s all for now kiddies! Fly Fly!